Every night I go to bed
To pacify my screaming head
The nightmare comes to me at three
To wake the aching child in me
So I have a cup of tea

Every morning I eat food
Sometimes even when I'm nude
There's no protection but your skin
When the assault comes from within

I drink coffee from a tin
Amplifies my sin

I haven't even thought of you all morning
You haven't even really crossed my mind
I think of many things
Bandages that cling
And how love and maggots are both blind

I haven't even thought of you all morning
I've been so preoccupied with stuff
It's a busy day
Although you're far away
To me you'll never quite be far enough

Do do do do do do

Ended badly then got worse
Our friendship mushroomed to a curse
Nothing good became from us
Just vinegar and self-disgust
You're not my friend, you'll never be my friend again

I haven't even thought of you all morning

I haven't even thought of you all morning

(the following lines were in the first live performance but not included when released on Patreon)

You haven't left your footprints in my heart
I think of baby cats
They're kittens and they're fat
And how to never really fall apart

I haven't even thought of you all morning
Because I've been too preoccupied with life
Life keeps rolling on
Until the day I'm gone

Your memory sticks in me like a knife
Do be do
Doo do do do do
Sticks in me like a knife